| okay, so, i just read tina's post about everything and i feel the need to freak out. i know it's dumb and people are gonna be all 'why do you feel like that?' but, i kind of feel empty. idk, not empty. just like, i'm not really here. it's like everyday is the same and i'm just going by wishing that i was sleeping or lying around watching tv. and i can't stop worrying about the stupidest little things. and i get jealous so easily. it's like i can't even stand myself sometimes. i'm always critsizing myself like oh, i can do better and oh, i should be nicer. but i never listen. maybe i'm over reacting. and i feel like i'm losing all of my friends. what's wrong with me?!? ughhhhh. -nic [the poser] |
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| so. i've decided that france is a purdy cool place. |
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| hey homies. 'member me? of course, cause no one can forget the wonderful nic. so, nothing much is going on in my life right now. just, ya know, livin'. |
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| check it out:
WHOA__ITS_NIC
omg. so original. |
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| i'm going to: make a new xanga. this one lasted me all year, but i want a new one. and then i promise i'll update it once every week. 
im not gonna make any new ones after that. im making it to symbolize how much everything has changed. so. yeah. okay. so, i'll make it soon. feeling a bit lazy right now.
<3 ya,
nic |
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